past regret

A part of me is yours, forever
in reflection, that is why I became embittered
when you left you took that peice with you
and I was seperated from myself.
I can't remember ever mourning one lost to life,
though I mourned as if hundreds passed at that time.

Truely awesome is love,
Truely awful is love.

Time has not healed all wounds,
though it has closed them.
Running a finger over these scars,
I reminisce on time lost.
A handful of days spent in happiness,
waking beside you,
seeing you sleep in peace.
I know that time was not wasted.
I am sorry for the trouble and pain I gave

A child I am,
A child I was.

My own ineptitude and wasted chance
are all that sadden me.
Your happiness lifts my heart.
I wish you joy always.